Family Secret
Too many cracks precede  
the spectacular breaking. Each  
story begins in a different dark- 
ness. And light: think how it catches 
on any surface (pane or  
hinge or keyhole) and  
out of night (out of nothing),  
all at once: a window,  
a door. It’s a metaphor  
(and then it isn’t), darkness.  
When I dream again 
it’s the old kitchen—I  
open the oven and sound,  
like ropes of heat, drifts  
out; a shimmering. Familiar  
and confusing. Uncanny, 
and then unmistakable: our  
voices, recorded. Playback  
and loop, now—every aching  
word we whispered here. 
Copyright © 2023 by Nancy Kuhl. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 12, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.
